TGIF

                                                                                   How Am I Trusting?

This week I'm trusting farming.  I suppose I should, as it is my living right now.  No matter how I'm feeling the animals still need me.  The beef cows definitely are my dairy cows, but I still feel and trust that connection I have with the cows, pigs, sheep, and chickens.

How Am I Grateful?

I'm so grateful for my family.  Tonight I talked to my big brother for the first time since I think I moved to NY.  Really, really talked to him.  Growing up my bro was my rock.  With him living in Hawaii we haven't had much time to connect, especially when he became Commander of his unit - an honor, but SO MUCH WORK.  But next week his stint as Commander will be up and he'll have more time.  But he called me tonight and I'm so happy right now.  And even better news, is that he, his wife, and my two nephews will be moving to the Main Land again.  Texas, but it's only 29 hours away!  

How Am I Inspired?

I'm inspired by cooking!  I've really dived into it, especially lately.  I enjoy reading recipes, understanding exactly what I'm eating and how it's processes through my body.  Plus I've been finding it really meditative.     

How Am I Practicing Faith?

I think the same as usual this week - that I'm exactly where I'm suppose to be, putting my energy into the moment that I'm in now, instead of thinking of the past or the future or how my life would be better if I only had "x".  I'm getting tired and a little beaten, but I also feel that something is going to give soon.