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Wednesday, May 29, 2013

Pigs are Stubborn Animals

Today we had to move the 6 pigs out to the corral, where it's easier to load them.  On Monday they are going to market.  Animals are funny.  The pigs were so excited to go outside, but they were so afraid of the grass.  There is a little grass patch between the concrete pad that runs outside of the barn and the corral.  You would think they'd be all happy to walk around on something soft.  But nope.  They'd much rather stay with what they know.  We tried patiently to push the pigs out, the crew and I standing behind the pigs with boards, moving up as they moved closer to the grass.  But they were not having it.  We knew we'd just have to wait them out, until one brave little pig was curious enough to step on the grass. One finally was, but the others were still a little slow to follow.  About 30 minutes later they all came on to the grass and we were able to close the gates behind them.  Soon enough they went into the corral.  They were very happy to sprint back and forth - they haven't had that much space to run in ever (unfortunately)!  

Some very sad news today.  One of my favorite dogs passed away last night.  I was told of the news this morning.  Ava was a dog of my close friends, and I was able to become very close to her.  She was a beautiful German Shepherd, and we formed quite a bond.  Her owners would tell me stories about how she would suddenly start whining, jumping around, barking a little and they couldn't figure out why.  Then about one or two minutes later I would appear.  Whenever I went over to walk her, she would be so excited her teeth would chatter!  Even after not seeing her for about 5 months in April and I went to walk her, it was like I had never left - she still remembered me.  We had some wonderful adventures in the woods at the Farm and good, hard runs on the three mile loop around her house.  I remember one time someone else had been watching her while her owners where away.  One morning about three people came running to me to tell me that she was out.  I ran outside and saw her immediately, walking up into the woods outside of the Main House.  "Ava, come!" I yelled.  She looked right at me and came running, so happy to see me, so happy to be roaming around.  She followed me back to the house, where her dog sitter was a little surprised by her escape.  I'm so grateful for the trust her owners had in me to let me take her out, and so grateful for Ava's trust in me.  Shepherds are one loyal dog.  I'm so sad about her death, I have been crying on and off for most of the day.  I knew I loved her, but I guess I'm a little surprised by my emotion of her death.  I suppose I felt in some little way she was my dog too.  Now, more than ever, I know I need to get a dog of my own.  I did talk to my roommate tonight who knew my bond with Ava.  She's supportive of me getting a dog - woo woo!  I just hope I can find one where my connection will be as strong as the one I had with Ava.

RIP sweet Ava. 


Tuesday, May 28, 2013

May Day

One of the big holidays at the Ranch is May Day.  It's not usually celebrated on May 1st here, it's mostly forgotten until the middle of May when someone says, "Oh yeah, what are we doing for May Day?"  For the past few years it's been celebrated on Memorial Day.

It's a cute celebration here, and I'm not sure of the history of why it's celebrated.  But yesterday was beautiful, and after 5 days of clouds and 3 days straight of rain it was a little more appreciated.  The landscape in Vermont can really be breath taking.

It started with the crowning of the May Queen and King (names being pulled out of a hat), a parade up to Chapel Field where a May pole is waiting.  Then we "dance around the May Pole," though that's usually just people walking around it.  Some people do dance if the feeling is right.  There are two colored ribbons - green and yellow, and the people holding the yellow go one way and the green ribbons go the other.  The ribbons go under and over each other, and ideally the whole pole gets wrapped.  But no one really wants to be there forever, so it only went about a third of the way down, and then reversed so it was unwrapped.  I thought it would be fun to have a different pole with different colors every year, and the poles get left out standing in a field so we could see all the years and colors that the Ranch has celebrated May Day.  Maybe I can start that next year.

The rest of the day was a BBQ and games.  I had to put up cow fencing, which I didn't mind.  It was a gorgeous day to be out working.


Friday, May 24, 2013

TGIF...Birthday Week

It's been a really long time since I have done a TGIF.  And what good timing to pick it back up again after celebrating my 27th birthday yesterday!

How Am I Trusting?

This one is always hard for me, I'm not sure why.  In the end I feel like I always say the same thing.  But maybe I'll dive into something I tend to, or try not to talk about so much - my relationship status.  I have been tired of being single.  It's hard being around many people who are in a relationship.  I'm getting to the age now where my closest friends are couples.  There's nothing wrong with being single, but it's like, "Geesh, when will it be my turn?"  So I have just been trusting that right now I'm not suppose to be in a relationship.  And I'm continuing to live my life they way I can because I'm the only one who I have to answer too.  

How Am I Practicing Faith?

I have been horrible at meditating the last few months.  But I have been very good about exercising, which for me has been a form of meditation.  For example, today I ran 5 miles.  I felt a little out of body - like I was watching myself run.  I know this may sound a little weird.  But knowing I can do something like that, that my body can do something like that, helps me to build faith in the human body especially when I have been thinking a lot about health and wellness in our culture.

How Am I Inspired?

I have been inspired lately by people who grow food, especially in places where good, quality food is scarce and education takes place.  It has gotten me thinking more about my present and future and what I want to do and could do.

How Am I Grateful?

This week I turned 27.  I can't believe all the messages I got wishing me well.  Even from a man who I grew up with but haven't talked to in 100 years.  His Facebook status was wishing my sister and I a Happy Birthday, and talked about  how we have grown into "beautiful, respectable young women" who he is "happy to call friends."  What a wonderful feeling.  And even though I have only been at the Ranch for a month, yesterday I felt that I have been there for years - EVERYONE was so sweet, and came together for me to celebrate.  It's funny, they people I really hardly know.  A year ago I was celebrating my birthday in a place where I thought I needed to be, with people I thought I needed to be with, yet had feelings of loneliness.  Near and far it feels great to feel loved.  It's also a important reminder to me to tell not only the people I'm closest too, but everyone what I appreciate about them.  It's nice to feel loved not only on your birthday.


Look at these happy cows, finally out on pasture after having to wait until spring vaccinations were completed.  How can you not think about your TGIF after looking at this photo?





Sunday, May 19, 2013

My 101st Post!

I can't believe I missed my 100th post!  I was trying so hard to remember.  Oh well.  Maybe when I have more than one follower (hint hint, you should all click "follow" so I look cooler) I'll make a big deal of it.

I found my favorite flowers EVER on Friday.  Trilliums.  Massachusetts has them, but I only ever saw red, and they aren't as big as the white ones.  These flowers are such a huge part of my childhood memories.  I just remember running through the woods and seeing these beautiful three petal flowers all around the forest floor.  According to the USDA they are all over the country but I feel like I rarely see them.  All varieties are either vulnerable, threatened, or endangered.  It takes 7 years for them to flower - so don't pick them!!  They are very fragile that they are hardly cultivated like other wildflowers.  Sad, but all the more special when I do see them. 


I love that spot where the Trillium peeks,
Deep in the wood, along side the creek,
My favorite place in early spring,
Where the Trillium grows, inspiringly.

Where the Trillium grows, my soul refreshes,
Reminiscent of simple pleasures,
Uncomplicated, yet so exquisite,
She speaks to me on every visit,

Demure and delicate, unassuming grow,
A humble persistence, and hardiness though,
Well mannered and sweet, is the Trillium flower,
Modestly pretty, hour to hour,

An honor to walk where the Trillium grows,
Three white flowers right after snow,
How she survives crashing trees and wind,
I never tire of the Trillium trend.

My Trillium friend, not to deceive,
Returns each spring by the creek in the trees,
There’ll come a day, when I won’t be there,
Will she know I’m gone as she lingers fair? 
 


Thursday, May 16, 2013

The Vet Visit

The vet came to give spring time vaccines to the cows. The day started with having to chase 8 cows, 7 calves, a jersey steer, and a beefalo cross bull a mile and a half up the road to the main barn. Now the road that the ranch is on is mostly driven by ranchers, but with a lake at the end of it the public traffic has been getting heavier, even at 9 in the morning. We were all planned to run the cows up at about 11, but we found out the town was going to start grating the road. No good. A smaller than anticipated group hurried from the dining room and got ready to herd the cows. The E.D even volunteered to run in front of the cows with grain. It started like this:


But unfortunately ended with the cows passing him. I was surprised (because I forgot to mention) that this was a mile and a half UP hill. I guess when you have four legs you can always run faster than if you have two...

The cows went up really smoothly.  They hung out in the corral for the morning til the vet came at two. And this corral is magical. Having a proper and safe way to handle cows makes me a very happy person.


He's happy too!!

So the Vet. His name is Jos. This guy is BIG. I mean, he looks like a linebacker. If all large animal vets were built like him their job would be so much easier. He's really nice - not the biggest fan of Vermont, only came here because heis wife wanted to move here from Cali. But I do like him.

The day went very smoothly for all the cattle handling that we had to do. Next Tuesday we have to give just the calves a second set of vaccines, but they are easy. We also sent two steers to slaughter, and got two heifers in with the momma cows so the can get bred in June with Bullvinci (Leonardo Bullvinci that is). I'll get a picture of him, he's beautiful. 

Another day of farming complete. Bring on tomorrow!

Monday, May 13, 2013

A Walk in the Trees

It's been a long time since I just walked and explored new woods.  Today I got out of work and decided to go see the a fairly famous gorge.  It's only a mile, if that from my house!  It was beautiful.  The Long Trail/Appalachian Trail runs right through there.  There were some sketchy spots - like people had been living out there but left all their crap.  I have been surprised with how much litter is in this area.  It's unfortunate. 

It must be a busy time of night to be using the 3G network as a hotspot, because I'm having a tough time with uploading pictures.  But, here is my backyard.  I know you want to come visit me now!



I also know I have not posted much about farming lately.  I have been farming, believe me.  Today we spent the day setting up fencing and moving sheep to new pasture.  It's been different working with the population I'm serving (adults with mental illness and substance abuse).  Not in a bad way, but it's more about them versus the farming.  Which I'm quickly remembering after 8 months of just straight farming.  But I like the residents who are at my program.  I'm not sure if it's because I've done it before, but I feel more at ease interacting and connecting to them than I did at The Farm.  Once I'm further into my job and knowing how things work around The Ranch, I really want to find ways for the residents to be more connected with what they do for work everyday.  Brainstorming begins...now!
 

Wednesday, May 8, 2013

The New Herd

Wow.  Not having internet TOTALLY SUCKS.  But now I have it.  Woo woo!  So much to catch up on.

I'm happy with my new job.  I really, really love the Farm Manager (who I'm replacing).  If he was the manager at The Farm, I'd probably still be there.  He's amazing, I really admire him.  I hope we can stay in touch after he leaves at the end of the month.

We have 8 brood (mom) cows, all who after this weekend have calves, minus one who lost her calf late winter.  They are beautiful! 



Being back in Vermont is making me happy.  I really like being close to my parents.  The landscape is so gorgeous.  I feel comfortable, a feeling that I never had in NY.  

Bravo is with me, and he's totally loving the house.  To bad we only are here until the end of August, but hopefully we'll find something that he loves just as much as I do.  And I really, really, REALLY want to get a dog.  I saw Goldendoodles in the paper today.  I need to talk to my roommate Flint, to see how she feels.  I just want a puppy.  Obviously I'd take care of it!  There's a lot to think about, and I should just get settled first before jumping into that.  But I suppose I'm thinking about it so much because I feel so comfortable, and I'm ready to make a place home.  

I am also able to play rugby again!  Woo woo!  We had a game last Saturday, my first game back after a year.  I'm not going to lie, I played pretty well.  I'm happy with my tackling - that's something that I usually struggle with during games.  And this weekend is my favorite weekend of the entire year - the North East Rugby Union tourney in Newport, RI.  Fingers crossed for good weather.  And then it's only one more week of driving and I can just chill for a while.  I've been driving non-stop for a month now, and I'm pretty tired of it.  I don't even want to know how many miles I've put on my car since March 29th...

Well, that's about it on my update!  There will be more consistent entries, and more pictures - I'm still having a heck of a time uploading pictures for some reason. 

Tuesday, May 7, 2013

I'm Still Alive!



Yes!  I am still alive.  The lack of internet has been very frustrating.

I will write more tomorrow (I'm trying to upload pictures, but no luck).  So I thought I'd post about this interesting story I heard on VPR's (Vermont Public Radio) "The Splendid Table with Lynn Rossetto" this weekend.  This man is an inspiration, and I decided to buy his book (because I am a little skeptical - what does 10,000 people really mean?)  But it's so much of what I want to do with life!  I believe that everyone should have access to clean, healthy food, not just higher income people and families.  And I think that something like this needs to happen in rural America too - just because you live in the middle of nowhere does not mean you farm.  There are so many people and families who live rurally who do not have access, or are not education on clean, healthy food.  Read on.  Oh, and also, he's black.  Say what!?




Will Allen is proving that city farms work -- big time. He’s not conjuring up theories; everything that he is teaching in cities across the country he learned over the course of 20 years with his hands in the dirt, a little money in his pocket and a survivalist’s smarts for innovating.

He grows food in ways that few have seen before -- and he grows it sustainably. Allen’s 3-acre farm sits in the poorest part of Milwaukee and now feeds 10,000 people a year. It brought him a MacArthur grant and his neighbors good, healthy eating. The story is in Allen’s book The Good Food Revolution: Growing Healthy Food, People and Communities. [Ed. note: Read an excerpt from Allen's book here.]

Lynne Rossetto Kasper: It’s 1993, you’ve got a good job, you are driving through one of Milwaukee’s poorest neighborhoods, and you see a collection of broken-down greenhouses and a field of weeds. You decide to cash in your 401(k), buy them and become an urban farmer. Were you crazy?

Will Allen: I think my wife thought I was crazy and probably some other folks as well. But one of the things that I saw was a community that was densely populated: It was in a location that was halfway between two freeways, five blocks away was the largest housing project in Milwaukee, and the closest retail grocery store was about 4 miles away. I looked at this as a place where I could sell my farm produce.

LRK: You already had a farm and you decided to use this as the farm stand?
WA: Yes.

LRK: But instead you ended up producing 40 tons of food a year from those 3 acres.
WA: You could quantify it in a number of different ways. We grow enough food there to feed about 10,000 people in a very intense and integrated food system. We grow about 150 different crops in an unusual way.
We started out as a for-profit for the first 2 years. I was working with kids in the neighborhood, teaching them about where their food came from. Some of my friends said, “Why don’t you start a nonprofit?” I said, “No, I like working with kids. If we start doing this nonprofit piece, I would need help.” They volunteered to be the first board and do the administrative piece, because I said, “I don’t want to sit in the office and write grants.” That’s how we got started back in 1995.
LRK: What is the scope of Growing Power today?
WA: We’ve grown from those early years to where we are today. We have more than 20 farms and 110 employees, we have 15 regional centers around the U.S., and we farm about 200 acres. We’ll be hiring another 150 people in the next year or so and increasing our greenhouse year-round production to more than 100 acres in and around Milwaukee, Madison and Chicago.
LRK: This is all urban farming that serves what are known as food deserts of major cities?
WA: It’s really about serving everybody in a community because people are not eating very good food that is shipped in. During the shipping process, much of our food loses nutrient value -- a lot of times it is 7 or 8 days from the time it comes off the vine or the stalk before we get it into our bellies. What we are trying to promote is local agriculture, working with farms in the city. When I talk about urban agriculture, I’m also talking about farms that are right on the fringe of the city.
We are building hoop houses -- which are a cheap version of an A-frame greenhouse -- all over the place, wherever we can find land, whether it is asphalt, concrete or hard-pinned clay.
But the key to this whole piece is the fact that we grow soil -- we grow compost. So we collect food waste from a number of different places and we have a large-scale compost operation. We wouldn’t have been able to scale up like we have done without growing this soil.
LRK: There was something about worms as livestock?
WA: That’s what I consider them. I wasn’t the originator of that term, actually; it came from Heifer International. Having cows and pigs in the city isn’t very practical, so what they came up with were worms and fish. The worms are a catalyst for breaking down food waste into worm castings for fertilizer. Being able to grow fish allows families to have protein in these food-desert areas.
LRK: What do you see as the major issues in food today?
WA: I think the major issue is that, as citizens, we don’t know very much about the food we eat. We just take for granted that it’s healthy. Over the last 10 to 12 years we’ve had multiple food scares.
A local food system makes a lot of sense to me, because the money stays in that community and we can create thousands of jobs. We are losing rural farmland and rural farmers. So what we need to do is not only grow soil, but grow farmers, train farmers to be able to farm a different kind of way. Not like our fathers and grandfathers farmed, but this new kind of farming where you are thinking about square footage and growing in unusual places inside the city inside buildings and on rooftops.
What’s driven me is to be a part of ending world hunger. The United Nations stated in 2010 that the only way to end world hunger is through local food systems. It benefits everybody to have a local food system. My energy and the energy at Growing Power goes into creating and quantifying these things because people don’t believe that you can grow a significant amount of food inside a city. It is not the total answer. It’s going to take a renaissance of farmers as well as urban farmers to develop this sustainable food system.
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