"To be fearless isn't really to overcome fear. It's to come to know it's nature."

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Saturday, November 3, 2012

TGIF

It's been a pretty long week, so I'm excited to be sitting on the couch right now lounging.

How Am I Trusting?

I just want my cat!  But I can only have my cat when I move into my new house.  I'm starting to really loose my patience.  I had a conversation with my boss about it yesterday.  I've said all that I can right now, and he was able to make some moves for me during our conversation, such as flag down the CEO and ask him what the F$*% (that's my word, not his) is going on.  It's just disappointing because I was told I could have my Bravo after a month and next week will start my 5th month here.  So, I'm trusting my boss, and more of myself, that I will have my cat sooner rather than later.

What Am I Grateful For?

This week I am grateful for friendships, old and new.  A good friend of mine came down Friday night.  It was so nice to see him.  We talked about our journey that we are on now that we both left the old farm in MA.  We came together and left together!  I'm also grateful for my new friendship with Deere.  I haven't really met very many people here yet, and connecting with Deere has been a blessing here.  

How Am I Inspired?

I'm inspired by exercise!  Ever since I stopped playing rugby this fall, I haven't really been able to really work out.  I go to the gym but feel like I'm just wasting my time messing around with weights and running on the treadmill.  Then I decided to buy P90X.  I LOVE IT.  It's only day 3 right now, but I'm so happy.  It feels good really workout again and have a plan.  I've also been really focusing on what I eat.  I'm inspired by how good I feel. 

How Am I Practicing My Faith?

I'm practicing my faith by really focusing on the present, where I am at this very moment.  I was sad last night about my cat, and all these senarios kept playing in my head about the future - that I couldn't have my cat, that I would never get a two day weekend, that I'd come home every night to a cold, empty apartment.  There is no point worrying so much about the future!  Yes, those are fears that I have but they have not come true yet.  And more than likely will not.  Putting my energy in the present moment allows me to have faith in the future.

 


 

 
 

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