TGIF

I know, my TGIF post on a Saturday again. Actually it's Sunday now.

How Am I Trusting?

I'm trusting my feelings this week. My weekend has taken my back to my old farm and it's wonderful to be around dear friends again. The thought had crossed my mind: Why did I leave again? It's great to visit people, but I still trust my feeling that it was time to stop fighting and for me to move on.

How Am I Grateful?

I am grateful for the comfortable feeling that I have being back at my old farm, because of the peace that I have made with myself and the three and a half years I was there. I haven't completely shown my face in the community, but I'm comfortable with it being known that I'm visiting and if I run into people then that's great. And I'm comfortable not making a big deal about being here.

How Am I Inspired?

I am inspired by my close friends who have supported me and are clearly happy for me. The friends at my old farm have really seen me struggle, but they have supported me in my decision to leave and grow. I hope I can be just as supportive of them as they have been of me.

How Am I Practicing Faith?

Being back at my old farm makes me a little sad. I miss the community, I miss what I did as part of my job, I miss dairy cows. But I remind myself that I am exactly where I'm suppose to be right now, at this present moment.