Six More Days

I've been feeling pretty moody lately.  Lakes left Wednesday, and he'll be on his new adventure tomorrow.  Meanwhile, I'm just going between happiness, frustration, nervousness, and sadness.  All because I'm leaving.  I'm happy that I'm leaving, I'm frustrated at the way "corporate" is so clueless at running this place, and are continuing to be totally dysfunctional and unrealistic.  I'm nervous because I don't really have a clue at where I'm going a week from today.  And I'm sad because I had a lot of hope for this place.  I had a lot of hope for my job, of meeting new people, of potentially meeting a guy I'd be with for a while.  But, it turns out life usually has it's own plans, no matter how hard you wish for something.  

I forced myself to work out today.  And I felt so much better.  After all, I'm planning on playing rugby, I have to get back into some sort of shape!  Even while I was driving over to work out, a smile came to my face.  I pushed my self hard today and it felt wonderful.  I was able to come home and do some packing and feel a little more motivated than I have in a while.  I'm pretty done with work.  But I have 6 more days.  And then who knows.

I have an interview next Wednesday to be an assistant manager at a beekeeping company in Schenectady.  I'm really excited about it!  It does not offer health insurance, but I have done some research and think I'll be able to afford some.  It would allow me to be in Albany near my team, play rugby, and just do a job that's different.  It's from 8:00 to 4:30 too!!  Woah, can you imagine!?  I have not heard from The Ranch.  Maybe next week?

I have decided though that after this week is done, I'm doing something for myself.  Pedicure!? Getting my hair done? Getting my ear pierced, which I have been thinking about for a long time?  I can't do anything super expensive, but I want to do something special for myself.  Who doesn't deserve it?

Also, have you seen the movie "Last Holiday" with Queen Latifah? It's actually really good!  It was a good pick me up, something that I needed.